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If This Is Love...
01:09
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If this is love
Then I don't want it
Because it's not enough
For me to want it
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2. |
One Year On
02:49
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Watered down
I'm slight of losing grip
I had hold of you so close but life got me to let go
Now it's spiders on the windows of the nights that are drawing in
Summer came and you left
I still feel your traces crawl under my skin
One year on
Same place
Same sunset
One year on
Changed mindset
I think it's for the best
Stood by the bridge
Now 700 days since the world moved us around
I'm getting used to it
Now it's flowers on the windows of the days that are drawing in
Winter came and you left
I still feel your fingers crawling on my skin
One year on
Same place
Same sunset
One year on
Changed mindset
I think it's for the best
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Climbing through the window
Fuck me, help me to sleep
I'm just on the edge of something incomplete
I'd like to say I'm sorry that I couldn't save you
I'm sorry that I couldn't heal you
Was my sentience even there then
I guess we don't know in that room in the hospital
Where I came and you left
It's just how it is
I'm not doing too well
I smile too much to tell
"I'm doing fine."
But in-between the lines it's just not like that
It's just how it is
You always seem to be where I've been
The fair rides would go up
All those times I thought that I was going to die
I was alright
Just like I will be this time
It's just how it goes
Was my sentience something I could lose
I guess we don't know if in the darkness a flower blooms
Where I came and you left
It's just how it is
I'm not doing too well
I smile too much to tell
"I'm doing fine."
But in-between the lines it's just not like that
It's just how it is
You always seem to be where I've been
You always seem to be where I've been
-You think I'm fine.
-But I'm not doing well
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South By The Beach
03:00
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It was a February Summer
Or was it a day dream
All I know was that the sunset was the prettiest I'd seen
I woke up playing our song
It was echoing in my head
Down south by the beach with you
Is where I'd rather be instead
This afternoon I felt light as air
Like the soft breeze that floats through your hair
I said, "It was like losing a lover and losing a friend"
Now "There's No Way" that it's going there ever again
I woke up playing our song
It was echoing in my head
Down south by the beach with you
Is where I'd rather be instead
This afternoon I felt light as air
Like the soft breeze that floats through your hair
Last year I was on my own
And then you were there
You're with me wherever I go
You're everywhere
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I've been moving on
Now almost a year
Since my life turned upside down
Though you feel so far away
I have so much left to say
Guess I'll save it for another day
Dark out my window
4AM phone calls
I sleep so much better now
You're not in my air
I could call you up
But what would I say?
It was so messed up
Now it's floating away in the air
New eyes meeting mine
There's something in your soul
That breathes more life into mine
There was something there I saw for a second
Now I fight every day for better intentions
-I sleep fine. now
-No more crybaby
-Pretty sunflowers, "Happy Birthday"
Dark out my window
4AM phone calls
I sleep so much better now
You're not in my air
I could call you up
But what would you say?
It was so messed up
Now it's floating away in the air
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6. |
2023
03:08
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Autumn nights admitting to it all
We want to get better despite the downfall
Headaches from your self-deprecating nature
I wonder what life was like from your grandparents aperture
You speak like a sweet melody in my head
I'll see you in 2023
See me tomorrow instead
A decade of nights that we can recall
Some months we didn't even speak at all
But don't you know me better than anyone else
Let's shed our adult skin and revive our former selves
You speak like a sweet melody in my head
I'll see you in 2023
See me tomorrow instead
Recount the days
The lights hang from the walls
We've painted over where the writing was scrawled
Lovers and others
Our rights and all our wrongs
Now they're only echoes in all of our songs
You speak like a sweet melody in my head
I'll see you in 2023
See me tomorrow instead
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Little Voices
02:41
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Wind chimes in the quiet night
Church bells in the street lights
Something in the air
Sort of out of sight
(Being there, but not quite)
The cars hum down the road
I used to watch out of the window
I was so young
I didn't know
(Just wanted you to come home)
Now I sit and face these strange noises
A world so designed and full of choices
It's like I can hear all these little voices
That are telling me to carry on
Now I'm caught by the sun
A new chapter has begun
Always with me
3-8-1
(Now you're not here I feel like I am done)
Now I sit and face these strange noises
A world so designed and full of choices
It's like I can hear all these little voices
That are telling me to carry on
The sun rose past my window
3am on the floor
My ears are ringing
Still from the days before
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8. |
At My Feet
02:47
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It's funny how the Summertime sunfades it out of my mind
I think to Winter, in love so blind
Then comes the breeze
A new softness moves through me
It's hazy like I can't see
But that kind of blind is good with me
Don't repress
Please process
I want to move forward
I thought the world was ending
But it's always been at my feet
I stopped noticing the patterns
Mind flat with all unimagined
We intertwine to unwind
And let each other be
Then comes the breeze
A new softness moves through me
It's hazy like I can't see
But that kind of blind is good with me
Don't repress
Please process
I want to move forward
I thought the world was ending
But it's always been at my feet
-Please process
-I made a mess
-Playing with your head
-I never meant for you to leave me
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9. |
Skin
03:07
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I threw all my thoughts out of my head late last night
My idea of you all sucked up through a note
At first my heart broke a little inside
But then I shrugged it off and smiled
It's life
Maybe I'm feeling a change
Come on, the seasons don't even stay the same
Drop all the tension to the ground
Pick myself up and come back around
I have a flesh of peace and a core of good intentions
But with skin so translucent it's like a constant need for attention
I have a flesh of peace and a core of good intentions
But with skin so translucent it's like a constant need for affection and attention
I was waiting for you to tell me it would be alright
But I reckon it's better all round to tell myself
Starting tonight...
At first my heart broke a little inside
But then I shrugged it off and smiled
It's life
Maybe I'm feeling a change
Come on, the seasons don't even stay the same
Drop all the tension to the ground
Pick myself up and come back around
I have a flesh of peace and a core of good intentions
But with skin so translucent it's like a constant need for attention
I have a flesh of peace and a core of good intentions
But with skin so translucent it's like a constant need for affection and attention
At first my heart broke a little inside
But then I shrugged it off and smiled
It's life
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I'm sick and tired of myself running around after someone else
Take a pill and settle down
Spit idyllicism out
I'm angry at myself for neglecting my health
I used to do so well before the sadness fell
Can you wake me up when it's all over
I'm tired of carrying this heavy heart, so sober
I want to live without you in my head
Everything was easier before we met
When opposites collide
As we repel I hold on tight
It makes me feel frustrated inside
Why do I care
Can you wake me up when it's all over
I'm tired of carrying this heavy heart, so sober
I want to live without you in my head
Everything was easier before we met
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11. |
...I Need More Than This
01:08
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I need more than this
I need more than this
I need more than this
I need more
-If this is love then I don't want it
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fine. Boston, UK
fine. is
Liam James Marsh (Kid Chameleon)
kidcham.bandcamp.com
Alice Kat
alicekat.bandcamp.com
www.facebook.com/alicekatmusic/
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